todae during sch had clean-up. so sian luh!! no cher, all oso dunno wat to do..all juz slack ard then end liaoz..
after sch got geog field trip go to hay dairies goat farm and bollywood veggies or smth. go until so far.. some place called kranji countryside or smth..the ride there damn sian. then yx slp but yiying tot he lying then go make him wake up. then go goat farm so sian, nth much..go walk one round then left ler. bought a small bottle of goat milk wif yiying. then ask shinyi to try then she took a sip alr then her face all cringe up. hahaha damnn funny.
then went to the veggie farm. supposedly a totally organic farm. got some lady bring us ard and explain. then got this cotton plant. she say can pluck abit then alot of ppl started plucking and plucking then they faster call us go off cos the plant going to be botak alr. hahas. then yongxuan was going ard juz taking pics of every single plant he sees. even the normal potted plant used as deco he oso take. then got one tree, dunno is wat, the person say can eat the leaves. she go pluck then say very bitter. then me, yiying, shinyi and yx took a leaf each to try. then not bitter. tasted like some wet leaf. hahaha. then say wanna try take a whole small bunch to eat together. then shinyi and yx eat first. reminded me of cows. the way cows eat leaves. HAHAHA damn funny. after tat i ate it. tasted like wet leaves again. but after tat there is this banana like aftertaste. not bad..so tats how cows or animals feel like when they eat leaves and grasses. hahaha. damn funny.
after tat was a long ride back. traffic jam. then this time the ride more rowdy. then yx and zul behind me and yiying. then nth to do so yx tell a few jokes which are not funny. then play and laugh. then yx started messing our hair. then we oso did the same. then his hand come. then yiying go pull his fingers one by one stretching it. haha then suddenly got some crack sound then yiying faster let go then yx over there dunno wanna laugh or cry alr lorh. then blahblahblah reach sch. took an foc chocolate goat milk each and went home..
haha todae quite fun la..

ytd went out wif dearesa, jiahui, wenpow, and zhigang.
dearesa and jiahui both not free till 2 and 2 plus respectively.
then wenpow and zhigang called then i ended up going to zhigang hs find them but dunno how to go. then he ask me go cc then we walk over. the maltese damn cute lorh!! and it lyks me alot more than wenpow. hahas.
then went to tm eat, chat, watch shrek and stuffs..then oso saw alicia..she looks so chio. haha oso went to open plaza cos nth to do, nowhere to go. then play truth or dare. until now deresa still owe one question, wenpow still owes one, zhigang still owes two. i the best, dun owe any. haha. then zhigang frens oso join us for movie wif 1 of dearesa's fren. then zhigang's frens ended up treating us to popcorn and drinks somehow. then went open plaza slack again. then me, dearesa and jiahui exchange phone to see each others' sms. jiahui's phone alot of sms, damn lag lorh!! we lyk keep staring at each other la. after tat go find place for dinner ate aunty anne's..didnt feel lyk eating.. then took cab home. reach home quite late, 9 plus.
amazingly, we didnt go to arcade at all! haha tot would go play. but in the end,somehow, we nvr went. hahas.

haii i am sleepy again..
these few afternoons are practically wasted. i am literally day dreaming every afternoon juz listening to music and staring into space and staying on9..so sian..
haiz..tuesday totally exert all energy trying to run ard la.. went to chijmes.. met melissa and sandra tat grp and ended up leading each other to clues but they started first so they ended up giing us more clues..haha. then went to esplanade. had to find stuff which some ppl hide into their own file and make us run ard lyk some headless flies.. then went to some museum or smth to do drawing or wat crap on yog. then nearly take bus away then saw fort canning..lucky nv take.. or dunno end up where. chenxu lyk damn slow luh..end up had to keep pushing him to make him walk..sigh.. no lunch..
wed and todae spent on going through exam papers..damn jialat.. :'(
geography got a freaking c6..maths even more pro..got f9! bloody hell..35 sia..
wanna cry alr luh! others ok bah..not so bad..

it feels weird, when u noe u can nvr get smth back again..when it felt lyk a part of ur memory was gone. the part when u made me so touched during p5. a part tat i could nvr forget. how u changed for me..
haii..looking at things u get during past yrs really bring back many memories.. happy..sad..anger..touched..many emotions..
tat present is gone..nvr to be found again..

mye finally over!!! made it out alive but might not live through the after effects..the results! haii...
todae maths paper ended at 9. after tat went to parkway parade to meet jiahui. wl the shopping mall damn empty sia! so sian.. food oso not many opened..
meet ler we go see sushi but not open.. then thirsty so went to buy starbucks first. stuffed wif whip cream.. haha in the end so full could hardly eat anything when we went to ichiban to eat. tat old woman still keep influencing herself tat she's dying, gonna explode wif food..haha
in the end she late for project work but got others even ltr but the early ones shoot arrow..so sway.
sorta enjoyed myself todae becos of jiahui and partly becos of the end of mye..miss u all so much..next time muz make sure busy grace oso come..

it hurts..it really does..
as knife carves away in ur heart.. plunging one straight in would have hurt less..much less than this.

just a random post
its weird how different ppl get along, how they meet, how they try to understand each other, how friendships develop easily, how ppl can fall out wif each other juz as easily. but make up at the end of the day, like a cycle that goes on and on, nvr ending. its also weird how ppl try to tolerate each other, getting pissed off at times but feel tat its all worth it at other times. its weird..smth we cnt really figure out ourselves..
sometimes we juz stop to think, why are these things happening, why are we doing certain things, why we are living. but at the end of the day, we noe nth, but follow the cycle all over again.
but sometimes we realise, is the differences that bring us together. its the differences that make us tolerate ppl around us, understanding them, having fun together.
its juz so weird and random..
as random as this post